A peal of laughter drifted bright and clear up the strand, silvering
the breeze more gaily than starlight. And surely, Gandalf thought,
we know no lack of starlight here.
Indeed, we do not. His companion raised a delicate, bowl-like
cup to her lips, smiling as she dipped past the rim. Her drinking made no
sound.
Gandalf raised his own and took a thoughtful swallow. He did not meet
the Lady's eyes; his own were distantly occupied, if only by sound.
You are quiet, Olorin.
"Yes," the wizard said. A smile played at his lips, dazzling in its
brevity.
"Surely that is not all that you have to say." Yavanna smiled in
her turn.
Gandalf chuckled. Surely.
They were silent for a time, speaking once more in glances and faint
murmurs. The tea was fine this time of year, harvested with such a care as
it had not been in decades. A celebration in misted green, those leaves,
and sharp upon the tongue without bitterness. The sweetness lingering
beneath was enough to bring tears, whether deathless or mortal the taster
be.
The Lady's eyes gleamed a muted indigo through the steam, and with a
careful blink, she bent to nestle her cup in the grass. Gandalf followed
suit; he knew that this gesture both warranted and requested his utmost
attention. He shielded his tea briefly from a wisp of glittering sand
stirred up by a fresh wind.
Elbereth?
Her laugh was gentle, but rich with something indeterminate. Because
they would say such a thing in their own tongue? Her eyes flicked to
follow a shout that was all but swallowed by the sea.
Perhaps, or perhaps not. My names are as many as yours, if not by
half. Gandalf reached for his pipe.
My case against you is sealed! Yavanna grinned, then, candid and
almost rueful, and took it from him. It sat well upon her lips, somehow:
strange and perfect.
Gandalf extended a hand, passed it briefly over the pipe's bowl.
Sweetness and smoke of another kind whispered into being, propelled by the
pull and release of the Lady's breath. She lowered the pipe to her lap,
held gracefully in both hands, nigh as gracefully as a slender twist of
smoke passed her pursed lips.
Not tonight! Gandalf shook his head and accepted the pipe with
mirthful enmity. I haven't yet perfected--
"Have they?" Yavanna shaped the words in a tone clear and bold,
startling him. Sometimes, her moments bordered on the mortal.
"Truth be told, I do not know. Perhaps you'll ask them? Telperion's
first glory is challenge enough for even--"
I have not watched him, the oldest one, the Lady sent, sadness
cutting and candid in her unblinking gaze.
Gandalf looked away. I had almost forgotten…you have not…
"Those ones," she whispered. I wish to see them. You know this. It
is why you have brought me here, and why indeed I have chosen to come.
Your presence will be felt, the wizard cautioned.
Yavanna stared out over the grass, across the whiteness of sand and to
the restless shimmer of water. They cannot see us.
You cannot be sure. Gandalf tilted his head: the laughter had
returned, closer this time.
"They will not, though they may know."
"They will be the first," Gandalf said gravely, "and only of their kind
to do so."
Yavanna could only nod, and reached for her tea.
* * *
It can't hurt you!"
"If hurt ain't fair drenched, I don't know what is. You're already--"
Sam finished with a yelp, no sense in resisting. Frodo had tugged him
backwards by the collar, and if it hadn't just landed them in a mire as
thick as mud--
"Here it comes," Frodo whispered. His breath clashed with the evening
chill against Sam's neck, sending shivers down his spine and into the sand
wet beneath them. And there was Frodo's arm braced over him, four fingers
buried to the knuckles in pale grit.
Sam tightened his grip on Frodo's shoulder. "It looks too high for…"
Sam's breath died: the daunting avalanche of grayish blue spray was nearly
upon them, tumbling and white-flecked with foam.
Frodo's breath puffed soft excitement. "It's not so high, once it
reaches--"
"Ah!"
The cry belonged to one of them as much as the other, Sam supposed for
a fleeting second, that split breath before rolling cold spilled over,
washing them further ashore in a thrilling tangle. Sam coughed and spit;
he hadn't kept his mouth shut as he'd been told. Frodo was half on top of
him, gasping with silent laughter. He leaned low over Sam until their
foreheads touched, soaked curls trailing rivulets across Sam's brow. Sam
reached up with a hiccup and slicked them back, a tuck still easy with
years of practice.
"So long as you like it, I'll never--"
"I just wanted you to see," Frodo gasped, eyes full of fond amusement.
"And if I ever--"
"I'd do it a thousand times over, if it pleased you. I may learn to
like it yet," Sam said softly, fingers still tangled in strands that he
knew would still taste of salt at dawn.
"I shan't make you," Frodo murmured, bending for a kiss.
Mm, but I will, just you wait. Sam wrapped his arms around
Frodo's neck and forgot what he was afraid of and what he weren't. He
couldn't be afraid, now, could he? Ah, no, not ever--
"Did you hear it?" Frodo spoke in half a whisper, lips poised against
Sam's chin.
"I can't say as I heard anythin' else, but I heard y--"
Frodo's breath left him in a hiss: "Oh, listen!"
A tune and a lightness, nothing but that. Sam closed his eyes and did
as he was bidden, reveling in this, in simplicity again, in nothing
but knowing--
The song. It was fuller all of a sudden, clear and trembling. Sam felt
Frodo's arms tighten around him, shaking. He held on, too, not quite
understanding: he had heard this…
Oh, long ago. Too long ago, and it would stay thus. Safely behind them,
a terror bittersweet. Somehow, it didn't bring him
fear--only--longing. Not for more than but what he had in his arms,
exactly, but for something--no. It was someone else's
longing.
"I wondered when this day would come," Frodo sighed, and in a moment,
his panic slackened. And Sam held him close, oh, closer than he ever had,
and as close as he would for always.
The Lady had her wish, too, and he weren't about to break it.
* * *
Gandalf retrieved the fallen cup reluctantly, certain of one thing
only, that being that he oughtn't speak, not yet. He folded his hands
around the piece of pottery and waited with infinite patience.
Yavanna knelt shaking in the sand, arms tight about her elbows, as if
to shelter her fragile frame. With power came beauty unsurpassable, and in
that lay the grandest of vulnerability. Tears streaked her moonstone
cheeks and seeped from the gems of her eyes. Her breath closed the last
strain of a song.
Look at them, Olorin. She did not glance over her shoulder to
seek Gandalf's face. Oh, look at them!
Gandalf smiled, gentle once more. I have seen them, and for
centuries on end, and for many more they shall be. And these two,
why--
"Forever," the Lady whispered.
My children.
Here.