Rivendell held the company for far longer than Boromir would have
liked. Even with Elrond's domain three days behind them, a sentient stir
lingered in the wood. Boromir scanned each ravine--each copse of trees,
each patch of brush--with weary eyes. Had these halflings no mind for
keeping an eye out? The two youngest ambled just ahead of him; the one
called Merry seemed alert enough, but he was mostly occupied with keeping
the little green-eyed one's barely intelligible chatter to a minimum. Pip,
Merry called him--ah, yes, Pippin. How on earth that dialect passed for
Common Speech, Boromir could not tell, nor how Merry and the others
managed to decipher it.
The others. Boromir glanced ahead, beyond the silent, dignified
sparring of Elf and Dwarf. The two small figures seemed to move almost in
unison, the fair-haired one just a step behind his master, heavy-laden
with cookware and who knew what else--pipeweed, by Boromir's guess. He
snorted. Not a pause for food or rest went by that Merry and Gandalf and
even Aragorn dared go without puffing on the noisome stuff. Frodo
seemed indifferent, partaking of it rarely, save for when that servant of
his--Ham, Sam, something like that?--lit up his own simple pipe. Boromir
narrowed his eyes, watching the servant come up level with Frodo,
remembering how they'd sat curled against a tree trunk the evening before,
sharing that blasted Old Toby--
Yes. Boromir wasn't mistaken: Frodo had reached for his
companion's hand, and on the second try, held fast. They turned their
heads for a moment, each toward the other, eyes meeting, the impact
striking a silent, indecipherable chord. Boromir looked away quickly as
the servant's sharp hazel eyes flicked back in his direction. After a
moment, Boromir looked up. Frodo hadn't noticed, apparently, and his
pack-pony seemed perfectly content to squeeze his master's hand all the
tighter.
A short peal of laughter from Pippin turned Boromir's attention back to
the pair in front of him. Merry's hand was clapped tight over Pippin's
mouth; he leaned to hiss something that sounded at best mildly threatening
in the younger halfling's ear. Pippin responded with something that was
half sneeze and half giggle, and Boromir couldn't help but smile as Merry
struggled against a jaw-splitting grin. Rather endearing they were, those
two, really, but the others...
"We ought to stop," Legolas cautioned, his voice soft, yet clear enough
to carry to the Gandalf at the head of the company. "The rain will arrive
before nightfall. It's nearly dusk, and we started early. The small ones
will need rest--"
"I'll need no such thing," Gimli replied staunchly, fists
clenching at his sides for emphasis. Legolas merely turned his head and
gazed hard in the opposite direction, awaiting more valid response.
"Of course he doesn't!" Pippin whispered in Merry's ear, as near as
Boromir could tell. "Everyone"--something--"Dwarves'vegot--"
"Master Peregrin, that's quite enough," Aragorn said from behind.
Boromir turned and watched him lead Bill to a halt. "Gandalf, I'm in
agreement with Legolas. We'll camp..."
Legolas. Isildur's heir and his wretched, perfect
Elf-talk. And he'd even taken over leading good Ol' Bill for a
while, so that Frodo's dimwit of a servant could--
"Very well," came the wizard's sonorous reply, and the entire company
drifted still. "Aragorn, lead on."
"Scan for a grove of trees--not too thick, not too sparse," the Ranger
said in Boromir's ear, one hand briefly on his shoulder. He rathered to
stay and perhaps figure out what Pippin was whispering to Merry this time,
but two pairs of eyes much more disconcerting were fixed on him
from ahead, the Ringbearer's bright and oddly cold in the thickening dusk.
He returned the servant's faint scowl and stalked after Aragorn (yes--if
his name was Ham, then he right and well deserved it).
They found their grove--almost too near, too fortuitously placed. Grace
of the Elves indeed. Boromir leaned against a sturdy oak and watched the
halflings unpack. Merry and Pippin claimed a patch of ground immediately
beside the place where Gandalf had set himself to building a fire.
Boromir's eyes came to rest not far from where Frodo's servant had
tethered Bill. The Ringbearer looked tired; he patiently shook out his
blankets amidst the roots of another oak, glancing aside to where his
servant stood staring at what was left to discern of the sky. Boromir was
startled when Frodo spoke--it seemed that this one, too, had a that might
carry for miles despite its softness.
"What do you see, Sam?"
Ham, Boromir thought stubbornly. He's thick enough to withstand
a lightning strike for sure.
"It'll come fast, sir," Sam murmured, moving over to Frodo. He drew up
the hood of his master's cloak carefully, and then reached to tend to his
own--wait, no, he changed his mind and then leaned and--
Boromir didn't have time to blink at what he thought he had seen;
something small and energetic had tripped spectacularly over his foot.
Boromir huffed in annoyance, but he leaned to offer Pippin a hand all the
same. The halfling regarded Boromir with wide, wary eyes as Boromir knelt
to steady him, pat him on the back.
"Careful, little one. It would do us only ill to attract the attention
of--"
"Wolvesmerrysaidthere're--"
"Per"--Peregrin?, could he be sure it was--"Pippin. Slow down, I can
hardly--"
"Wolves," Pippin said more clearly, fingers hesitantly grasping at
Boromir's cloak. "Merry...saidthere--were--wolves."
"Less likely in this weather," Boromir replied with a chuckle,
indicating the sky. "Get back to your Merry and tell him he'd best not
scare you off, not if he wants warming against the chill."
Pippin let go of Boromir's cloak and took a step back, the sharp,
impish features hardening. "What'sitt'youwhether'e--"
"Pip, come back here. I'm sorry, really I am..."
Boromir sighed and watched Pippin fix him with a last uncertain look
before dashing back to Merry. In no time at all, the two sat very close,
arms wrapped around each other. Ah, but they were affectionate
creatures, which might explain with some degree of believability why
Frodo's servant might--possibly--have...
Boromir's eyes wandered back to the other pair. Frodo sat cross-legged
on his blanket--no, blankets, now. Sam had added his own to the pile, and
had gone to join the wizard in poking at the newborn flames. Frodo's eyes
were fixed on Sam, full of that same strange intensity he'd seen pass
between them as they walked. Boromir sighed and turned to his own
unpacking, as light as it was. No use staring, after all. He'd never get a
glimpse of it, not with that green cloak tucked up so carefully
around Frodo's neck and shoulders...
Boromir paused over the buckle of his pack. Perhaps he wasn't so dull
as he seemed, that Sam-who-would-be-Ham. Even when he couldn't walk
alongside Frodo, his eyes certainly never left the darker halfling's form,
no, not even for an instant--
"Somethin' to eat, sir?"
Boromir looked up, barely succeeded at preventing himself from jumping.
Those hazel eyes were burning into him something fierce, fist shifting on
the piece of beaten cookware dangling at his side. Boromir sniffed.
"Taking orders, are you?"
"If you like, sir." Sam neither altered his expression, nor blinked.
Aragorn was by the fire now, watching the exchange with intent.
Boromir mustered a wan smile, rummaged in his pack till he came up with
something wrapped in a piece of cloth (something that he hoped was still
good). He waved it for both halfling and Ranger to see. "No, thank you.
I'm taken care of."
"All the less bother," Sam muttered clearly as he walked away, eyes
burning into Boromir's for a moment longer before he turned to rejoin his
master.
Boromir looked down in order to evade Aragorn's silent, piercing
reprimand. Boromir unwrapped the jerky and biscuit angrily, finding them
terribly stale, but tolerable. What did Isildur's heir know the Steward's
suffering, his people's grief? Nothing indeed. A sad day, to say the
least, when a halfling desired the ring more than even--
Boromir clenched his jaw, swallowed. That Sam's intent wouldn't go
undiscovered, not if Boromir had a mind or the means to go about it
properly. Cleverly. Boromir finished his dry fare, sat back, and
closed his eyes. It would do to listen for a while. The simmer of
sausage or something like it, wind picking up in the leaves overhead--and
over the smell of Sam's cooking, the clear tartness of rain--
Drops began to fall, then, fine and cool as mist through the trees. Sam
muttered something; there was the sound of plates and cutlery all around,
murmurs, babble from Pippin, grunts from the Dwarf. Eventually they
subsided back to their places with plates full; Boromir could tell by the
even click and scrape of forks and knives, hums of pleasure from the
halflings nearest the fire. As for Frodo and Sam, he couldn't quite
tell--ah, but there. Sam murmuring something softly, perhaps to make sure
all was to his master's liking. Frodo's softer reply, a moment of silence
that stretched Boromir once more into wondering--
Had he really seen them kiss?
Just a brief moment, and he had turned in the very instant Pippin went
hurtling over the toe of his boot. They had leaned into each other; no
mistaking that. Perhaps it wasn't considered out of the ordinary, or a
custom between their gentry and serving class, or...well, Boromir couldn't
allow himself to consider the alternative. Not yet. Not until he might
see for himself...if...
Sam wouldn't have the Ring, oh, no. He wouldn't. Though, Boromir
had to admit, if indeed that is what he sought, and was using his
master's--inclination, perhaps, if indeed it were so--to reach
it...
Unthinkable, that they might all be outwitted by one so small.
Unthinkable. Well, it wouldn't happen, not--
"Boromir." Aragorn. Curse him.
"Yes?" Boromir opened his eyes.
"You'll stand watch first tonight. Gimli will follow."
Boromir nodded, closed his eyes, listened till Aragorn's footsteps were
nothingness.
--not on his watch.
The very chance had been handed to him. Yes, if anything were to
happen, indeed, it would be under cover of darkness. Both of Boromir's
previous watches had been late, so late that nearly all had been deep in
slumber, except a few fitful stirrings from Pippin, quickly soothed away
by Merry. Always tight and quiet, Frodo and Sam were, wrapped tightly
together in cloaks and blankets, Sam's limbs a tender cage, a safety--
So perfectly devised. And if Boromir's guess were wrong, then ten times
a fool, that little servant, for not realizing what it was that lay
so constantly within his reach.
Boromir chose to watch the remainder of their meager feast. One by one,
the companions set their plates aside and murmured exchanges or
good-nights, all frowning in their turn up at the slow, steady drizzle.
Merry wrapped Pippin close against his chest, tugged a cloak securely over
them. In but a little time, they were still. As the others settled,
Aragorn caught his eye from across the fire. Boromir nodded, this time all
but imperceptible. The Ranger stretched out, back against his own tree
trunk, and pulled his hood down over his eyes. The remnants of his pipe
fizzled out as the rain gathered strength: the drops were substantial now,
and much colder.
Boromir's eyes fell on the only remaining movement--Sam settling his
master in their blankets, leaning to press--yes, a kiss--to Frodo's
pale forehead. The Ringbearer reached up, touched Sam's face briefly. Sam
murmured something and settled close over Frodo, and with a hum and a
whisper, they lay still.
Boromir stood, quiet and cautious, scanning the encampment. Shifts and
tired sounds emerged at intervals, none consisting of the sort of
startlement he had hoped for. If Frodo and Sam were not asleep, they were
somewhere near it; the only stirring from either of them was the slight,
restless movement of Frodo's fingers through his servant's hair. Boromir
slipped into shadow, avoiding castings of ember and shadow from the dying
fire. He had learned to creep in silence as well as any Ranger, surely,
for as he made his way to the far side of the grove, Aragorn made no stir.
And if his concealment behind a clump of gorse not far from where the
Ringbearer lay were perilous, well--it was only one watch, was it not?,
and he was willing to risk one peril in favor of catching another. He
shifted quietly, finding that through the crook of branch, then leaf, and
branch again, he had an adequate window. Dying, crackling glimmers rose at
intervals, illuminating Frodo's pale, hooded face cradled against a sturdy
shoulder.
Nigh an hour had passed when rain at last melted into a damp, cooling
breeze and a murmur roused Boromir from brooding. He blinked and pitched
forward as much as he dared: Frodo's eyes were open in the darkness, his
lips parting and closing by turns against the fabric of Sam's cloak, his
fingers keeping insistent time in Sam's hair, winding at the nape of his
neck. Boromir's breath caught as, after a few moments of this, the servant
lifted his head. Frodo turned his own until they touched, profile to
profile. His free hand fluttered up to Sam's cheek, a spiderlike stirring
in the dark.
"Me dear?" Sam's whisper left a tingle trickling down Boromir's collar.
"Sam." Frodo's reply was hardly less fervent.
Boromir's eyes widened as he watched Sam shift a bit, leaning to kiss
those parted lips. Frodo murmured something that was quickly lost in it,
neck arching up to accept the offering--even relish it, if Boromir's eyes
did not deceive him. No mistaking it, not now: Frodo's fingers tightened
and contracted in Sam's hair, tangling, another muffled sound diffusing
with the kiss--this one more like a moan. Sam eased his mouth away from
Frodo's, working a hand beneath Frodo's head to gently cradle it. He
shifted just a little, and Frodo gave the faintest trace of a whimper.
"I know, sir," Sam whispered, and bent to kiss Frodo's forehead. "But
this ain't no soft bed, and if you catch a chill--"
"You'll warm me," Frodo murmured. He caught Sam's mouth again, tugged
him down with amazing strength. This time, the whimper was Sam's, and
after--only silence.
Boromir watched with eyes wide and heart hammering. They moved surely
and carefully, blankets barely slipping away. They continued to kiss
slowly, deeply, gasping now and again when something gave way between
them--a slip of the blankets revealed Sam's callused hands smoothing his
master's shirt away, Sam's own buttons being carefully worked at by
Frodo's slim, smooth ones. In a moment, this view was taken; Sam paused to
pull the blankets back up. Frodo stilled, too, and clung for brief
seconds, as if relinquishing a shiver to Sam's welcome warmth.
Boromir's breath caught. He hadn't glimpsed the Ring. Was it already
gone? If Sam had managed to take--so fast--
A movement more convulsive than the halflings' previous ones snapped
him back to attention. They had stopped kissing; their mouths were crushed
together and eyes tightly closed, heavy breaths fighting the wish to
emerge as cries. The blankets had ridden back again, this time halfway to
Sam's waist. Frodo had kicked up, wrapped one leg tight around him. Their
breeches were loose, undone. Sam's hand fisted near Frodo's head, fingers
twining half in blanket and half in dark curls. And there, just at his
wrist, the gleam of snaking silver, then gold--
The fool. Did Sam truly not realize--
"Oh, Frodo..."
The Ringbearer made only the softest reply. In an instant, their mouths
fused again, and Boromir watched with a strange sense of loss. Frodo wound
his arms tight around Sam's neck, trailing his mouth up to Sam's ear. What
things he whispered were lost to breeze and rustling, and the leaves
seemed all too glad to cover the scant sounds rising above the halflings'
rolling and squirming, and soon they settled into a rhythm that seemed
both comfortable and familiar, if not terribly tangled, and he would never
forget those final moments--
Frodo's head thrown back. Fingers gripping Sam's shoulders, tight and
bloodless. Sam's hips thrust forward. Fingers gripping Frodo's shoulders,
tight and--
Boromir turned away, favoring the darkness to the halflings' climax.
Not a sound, not even a strangled cry or muffled groan to finish. Only
breath, after a spell, tense and shuddering. Not enough to wake even the
lightest sleeping among them, and that surely had to be Pippin. Pippin,
snug in Merry's arms. And, hearing the others kiss softly, settle back
into sleep, he wondered... No, he mustn't. Boromir twisted the fur fringe
of his cloak, let it slide through his vision with a sting, his fingers
with a sigh--
Ringless.